Desire..

It was a moment which repeats every time, it came again. I embraced it but was not sure if can go against societal norms. But it’s a phoenix, ashes are my root. All I want is to be free, live through the freshness of youth and rise for another cycle of years. Making decisions, being manipulative, greedy are not my core yet an essential element of me being a human.
They say desires born only during human life, souls have no desire. So then, what do we call being free as, if not desire? Well the answer can be moulded as per the thoughts; some say that the state of being free comes only when realization of soul is achieved. I can feel an emptiness residing in me, but covers of materialism often comes in action but I have survived for lifetimes. My origin was to go through all the possible human emotions and still continue my spiritual journey. Hurdles acts as oxygen, makes me attempt stuff that I can’t think of. I get petrified during testing times and many times for no reason at all. Reaching God in my soul builds the human that I am.
Flying without wings, into the horizon, entering space, re-entering space, dozens of galaxies welcoming me marks my purpose. This expedition needs me and it completes me. I will keep on desiring and fulfilling them all....