Saturday, July 17, 2010

Desire..

It was a moment which repeats every time, it came again. I embraced it but was not sure if can go against societal norms. But it’s a phoenix, ashes are my root. All I want is to be free, live through the freshness of youth and rise for another cycle of years. Making decisions, being manipulative, greedy are not my core yet an essential element of me being a human.
They say desires born only during human life, souls have no desire. So then, what do we call being free as, if not desire? Well the answer can be moulded as per the thoughts; some say that the state of being free comes only when realization of soul is achieved. I can feel an emptiness residing in me, but covers of materialism often comes in action but I have survived for lifetimes. My origin was to go through all the possible human emotions and still continue my spiritual journey. Hurdles acts as oxygen, makes me attempt stuff that I can’t think of. I get petrified during testing times and many times for no reason at all. Reaching God in my soul builds the human that I am.
Flying without wings, into the horizon, entering space, re-entering space, dozens of galaxies welcoming me marks my purpose. This expedition needs me and it completes me. I will keep on desiring and fulfilling them all....

repent and get over....or do we have a choice??

It is one the most deepest and ignored thought. Quiet easy to picturize when some tragedy happens, but again, do we actually prioritize it? Not really, no matter what reason we come up with; professionally, personally, spiritually and many other “lly”’s.
We do wrong doings at all levels and then proudly quote “at times we can't afford right doings and end up doing wrong”. Well surely; given a situation where you end up witnessing your senior’s immoral activities, definitely don’t want to be chucked out, so always mind your business. Scared of responsibility in a relationship: hey I have one life, wane live on my terms and of course don’t want to ruin my and so called ‘coochie pooh ex-‘lover’s life; pretty convenient huhh..
Why is it hard for others to believe that I can commit terrible mistakes and continue living happily? Well considering the other view who gives one a right to hurt the other person just for individual gains?
It is actually easy said but done. Life brings all shades, equally greys and blacks and few whites. The point that dwells me is; do we go by ethics or convenience? The ball is always is our court, always we are the decision maker and the decision conceiver. What is of utmost importance is the human value. Be it professionally, personally, spiritually or any other “lly”. Nobody will give you a green signal on any choice, resolutions are always infinite but the impact is what matters. Be soft to human life around you. Be humble and have respect. Jotting all these points makes me wonder, who the hell will go that far to show etiquettes? But do go that far, certainly go, worth it!!!!